Saturday, November 3, 2018

Armenian Velvet Evolution!


Written for an interview for "Azad Magazine" on May 4,  2018

My ancestry is from Kars and Sebastia, which at the time were part of Armenia. Because of the Armenian genocide, my families had to flee: my father’s side of family came to Yerevan; my mother’s side of family first fled to Russia, then Georgia, then finally in the 60’s – to Yerevan. I have lived in Moscow for 5 years and in Los Angeles for 17. And every time we (both my family and I) came back to Armenia – we absolutely loved that decision. Armenia has a Call. “Հայաստանը Կանչ ունի”: And if you have at least one drop of Armenian blood in your veins – you will hear that Call, and you can do nothing but oblige it. I do not know of any other country, where the population is almost 100% natives, and I don’t know of any other nation, where people who have lived abroad for centuries, or didn’t even know they were Armenians for a long time - call Armenia “Homeland”. That was one of the many reasons why the Velvet Revolution worked.

1. Through your look, your testimony, what explanation for this crisis?

The crisis was a long time coming. As with everything, it wasn’t just one big issue, but a compilation of many smaller disappointments (there is a Russian phrase “devil is in the details”). The most prominent being: the rise to power and money of people with no moral, human or spiritual values, of those who betrayed the human in them; blatant lies by the government and their cronies; nepotism; their impudent abuse of our country and human resources; injustice followed by impunity for those select few; the hatred towards their own people. The chilling thing was that these non-humans were in fashion for a long time; it was en vogue to not care, to be aggressive, to use, abuse and disregard; and recently, seeing how difficult it was to live if you were out of this “fashion” – even spiritually advanced people started questioning their own values, thinking that God abandoned them, and they should start behaving like criminals. Armenia and its Diaspora are very small, we all know each other, we know in which casino our budget money was spent and how much, we know who killed who, who said and did what and with whom… It incensed people to know that they were governed by fiends, who do not even care enough to hide their atrocities. I have been noticing a trend for the past 2 years: people are tired of being lied to and, more importantly, people are tired of telling lies. They were shown the “fashion of being a beast”, they tried it on and finally came to a conclusion that they don’t like it. They want to be Human. Simple as that.  

2. Is this a political and/or social crisis?

I believe, at the core, regular folk only care about social stability and a beautiful, peaceful country, where they can raise generations of content people, who would dance, sing, learn, create, eat, enjoy each other’s company, tell jokes and have deep, profound conversations. But since that was impossible, what with Armenia being ripped apart by gluttons most of whom occupied government seats, the crisis became political. Armenians like justice. We have been denied justice for centuries. But when the justice is denied from within – that is unacceptable.

3. What is your point of view on Nikol Pachinyan, Leader of the Opposition?

Mr. Pashinyan is a today’s man: it is an important thing to walk in step with time. From his speeches and strategies I recognize him as a very talented, smart, well-read, educated, caring, gentle and reflective leader. And he is a leader, no doubt about it! He showed our people that we were right to stay faithful to ourselves, to care like we care, to think like we think, to want what we want. He is, simply put, a good person. There is talk as to Mr. Pashinyan’s qualifications as a prime minister; these accusations seem feeble, petty and comical to me. What do they expect? Perfection? Can they show me one perfect individual? No, they cannot. As I see it, Mr. Pashinyan has been publically fighting for justice since the 80’s and cares about making this country just and fair. As for the doubts, I will say it with Maya Angelou’s words: “I did then what I knew best, when I knew better, I did better.” Mr. Pashinyan, like we Armenians say, is my kind of person. During the entire Revolution, there was not a single thing on which I disagreed with him or a moment I doubted his motives. He does what he says, he says what he thinks and he, definitely, thinks what he says.

4. Seen from here (France), there is still a concern about Russia's reaction. Do you think Moscow will react? If yes, how?

It is very important to listen to our senses and not rely too much on the opinions of political players or those journalists, who get paid to scare and confuse the public. In my opinion - Russia has already reacted as much as it would. The age of the money-men has ended; this is the era of spiritual (հոգևոր) beings. And Russia, being spiritual (contrary to what other countries may be lead to believe), is also growing; it is already learning from Armenia’s example, and I do not mean the revolution, but the moral lessons. Not one normal human being can watch our Love and Peace Revolution and not be affected by its light. So, I say it again – Russia has already reacted as much as it would.

5. How do you see the end of the crisis? What new day for Armenian youth?

Good! I see the end and the beginning - good! There is a lot of work to do: clean out the trash left by the previous “tenants”, decide, make, create, change, protect… Mr. Pashinyan is on the right path – he knows that changes must come gradually; he doesn’t rush things that will take time and doesn’t postpone what needs to be done immediately. And he has the young minds to help him.

The amusing thing in all of this was that few people knew that we had such smart, advanced, fearless, loving and kind youth. That is why in the beginning, the ruling “elite” was at their ease, they did not anticipate the demonstrations would go in such new, unexpected, inventive, funny and merry key, or that these “children” would not be afraid of them, like the older generations used to be. These bandits do not know the language of love, tolerance, compassion – they heard about it somewhere once, but thought it was a joke; they don’t believe in its existence - they only know the language of thugs. And that is what they were anticipating: offensive language, negotiations, accusations, blame, rage, fights, threats… They thought, “we will scare them (their “own” people - doesn’t that sound preposterous?) with police, with fictitious threats from the border, we will take away their leader and all will return to the distorted, twisted world we enjoyed...” But the youth were like “Why are you sawing off the branch on which you are sitting? Oh, well, do what you do, that’s your choice. But you will not take us with you. Nope. We don’t even want to listen to what you have to say – just leave and be forgotten”. And when the parents saw that their children are on the streets demanding a change for their future – they rose up and followed their kids, feeling proud of the citizens they raised. And when the grandparents saw their families and friends on the streets of Armenia, which they thought was lost, – they awoke and recognized the chance cannot be missed, and they, in turn, followed their families to advise and protect them.

So, how come all went peacefully? Many-many reasons, but I will list a few. One: because we are one nation, one language, one religion, and every Armenian across the world joined this Velvet Evolution, as I call it. Two: this is the 21st century, the era of a conscious human being (no matter an activist or a policeman). Plus many participants of the movement were born or raised in the 21st century – they have different mindset, values, beliefs, ethics, and unlimited access to the internet, which recorded every single action on both sides, and made the event as public as possible. 

When you speak from your soul – you have nothing to hide, even if you are wrong; and on the contrary – you have everything to hide if you sold your soul to the “devil”. It is very interesting to me that even when one has betrayed every human aspect in them – they still KNOW they are wrong (although, they hide it even from themselves); indeed, that tiny and vast spark of God inside us knows right from wrong.

Three: most of the police (I’m not talking about the criminals in their midst, whom you can recognize by the unhealthy shine in their eyes) were with the protesters at heart, plus, they knew - this is Armenia, it’s small, the crowd is comprised of their neighbors, friends, coworkers, their wife’s cousin’s father-in-law’s sister-in-law. So, if you want to live a decent life, have a good family (one of the most important things for an Armenian) and be able to look people in the eyes – you must be wholly conscious of your actions.

This is a true spiritual awakening for Armenia, and already for the entire world.
I am grateful. 

Tuesday, September 11, 2018

Притча про двух монахов



Однажды старый и молодой монах возвращались в свою обитель. Путь их пересекала река, которая из-за дождей сильно разлилась. На берегу стояла молодая женщина, которой также нужно было перебраться на противоположный берег, но она не могла обойтись без посторонней помощи.

Обет строго-настрого запрещал монахам прикасаться к женщинам, и молодой монах демонстративно отвернулся от нее. Старый же монах подошел к женщине, взял ее на руки и перенес через реку.

Весь оставшийся путь монахи хранили молчание, но у самой обители молодой монах не выдержал и сказал: "Как ты мог прикоснуться к женщине!? Ты же давал обет!"

На что старый монах спокойно ответил: " Да, это так. Но обрати к себе свой взор. Я её давно у ручья оставил, ты же несешь с собою до сих пор!»

Saturday, August 25, 2018

Cheer up, this is a new age











Since the start of the new cosmic era, which began in 2012 (look up 
Earth’s precession; if you’re interested), everyone, be it a scientist, a janitor, an electrician, an artist, a housewife… are trying to find alternative ways of feeling better, that is to say - being better. I say alternative, because for millennia the accepted, expected and coveted ways for being respected, “successful” and envied were money, power, possession, dominance. And if you didn’t have “power”, money or connections, then you struggled, lived in poverty or worse – subjugation. But that "successful way" only worked for some and only for a short period of time, after which, usually, came hell: legal problems, loss of power, nasty illnesses, hatred, “untimely” death and deaths of the family, murder, oblivion... Fortunately, that fashion has ended; the new fashion is for a human being, who has all the qualities to warrant the name “Human Being”.

14 years ago I was taking short-form Improv classes, and one day, during the game of Pantomime, our teacher, Chris, said that if you draw the same circle over and over and your partner cannot guess what it is – you need to stop and come up with a different way of explaining. There is also the famous quote “Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.” My point is: people tried the "conventional" way, it didn't work and so, they started changing. Changing their way of thinking and behaving, their values are of a different value now (no pun intended). People are tired of being bad. Simple as that. And they are looking for alternative ways to be, which leads them to look in, which in turn leads to growth, compassion, and so on. Each person according to their capability.  

Throughout the known history, there were countless writers, scientists, messiahs, missionaries, leaders, artists, who saw the right Path and tried convincing others to come with them up that Path. But they all failed. And not because their ideology was flawed or imperfect, but due to disadvantageous position of Earth’s axis. I know, I know… many will raise their eyebrows and smirk at this statement and say that this is childish nonsense. But let’s think about this: our Moon’s gravity moves oceans; humans are 80% water. What does it mean? That Moon affects us. Besides being logical, this is also a proven scientific fact. So, if a small, tiny moon can affect us, our mood, our behavior, what can be done by a mass of gigantic, enormous stars, black holes and nebulas, which we now begin facing due to Earth's precession changes? Imagine the waves now entering Earth's axis-antenna.

For ages, this ubiquitous change was anticipated and described in detail as part of perpetual series of cycles – or rather continuous journey up a spiral: Vedas, the Bible, the Mayan calendar, just to name the most famous sources. Armenian epos "Daredevils of Sassoun".

Again, I can hear the skeptics say: “Myths, old wives’ tales”. And I say: “Double standards much? You’d believe something written in a science magazine, which of course you can’t check or prove (it reminds me of the quote from The Lego Movie “You don't know me, but I'm on TV, so you can trust me”), but you won’t believe something written as a fairy tale only because it speaks in symbols? You'd dismiss the old texts as "metaphors", simply because they don't seem plausible to you? You’d believe one thing those scientists say, but not the other?” 

I like the quote by Werner Heisenberg, a German scientist: "The first gulp from the glass of natural sciences will turn you into an atheist, but at the bottom of the glass - God is waiting for you." But I am not here to convince anyone. The evidence of a change is apparent, who wants to see it – will.

The change is even more apparent to me, because I changed. Years ago, in one of my blogs I wrote “honest, fair and good people are a disappearing breed”. I am happy to say – I was wrong! The good people, the individuals that are now in fashion are multiplying with an astounding speed, as if the process itself has become a race. The best proof to me was an event we witnessed in April-May of this year – the Armenian Velvet Revolution, which not only changed the regime, but the mentality, the ideas, the beliefs. The entire nation, not only in Armenia but across the globe, has become more considerate, polite; we smile even more than before, because now we know – humans can change the world.

So how come not all can see the change? We, as a society, have a habit of looking the wrong way. If to our right is a beautiful flower and to our left is a pile of doo-doo, we have a habit of looking at the doo-doo. We discuss it, condemn it, write lengthy statuses about it, revel in the hate of it. We think a beautiful flower is a given. Maybe it is, maybe it isn’t, but to disregard it for a pile of smelly excrement is…. unwise.  

One of the important things to understand is that not only humans are affected by the Earth’s precession: plants and animals who “don’t have” the consciousness we are so proud of, caught on to this “metamorphosis” much sooner. All the instances of different species of animals rescuing each other; lions, bears and wolves hugging humans, octopuses saying thanks… This indicates to me that everyone, correction: everything is striving to become better. You might say: “What about all those natural disasters?” Well, who is to say that it isn’t Earth rebelling against the violence we have done? Who is to say that water, which holds vast amounts of information (note for the skeptics: proven by science) isn’t shaking off all the accumulated nasty information and pollution? And this time the position of Earth’s axis, which is rotating toward the center of Milky Way, is aiding us. All of Us. In Russian this age is called Svarog’s Morning (Утро Сварога) and we are at the beginning of it - the Dawn. 

I’ve always liked the time, in which I was born - a cusp of two eras. I thought myself lucky to experience both the hand-written letter sent by snail mail and the internet where petabytes are traveling to and fro within seconds; however XXI century proved to me that I am lucky in a larger sense. 

Lots of hard work awaits those who strive to move up, but I view it as a fun, albeit difficult game, at which I know I will succeed with the help of everything that surrounds me. To the pessimists I will say that the “judgment day” is upon us, those who are not willing to change will be flushed down the toilet, so to speak. To the optimists I will say "Don’t worry about them, stop looking at the doo-doo and focus on those who are walking alongside you with the flower in their hair."

Tuesday, January 30, 2018

Притча о Совести и Истине


Однажды, пришёл один человек к мудрецу и спросил его:
- Скажи мне мудрец, как мне правильно жить.
На что мудрец ответил: 
- Да живи ты по Совести.
- И всё? - удивился человек.
- И всё, - ответил мудрец.
Удивился человек, и решил тогда он поскитаться по миру, поискать истинный смысл жизни, который бы удовлетворил его.
Много лет скитался человек, повидал он многое, научился многому, повстречал и скитов и мудрецов и простых людей, и семьёю обзавелся... И, наконец, под старость вернулся он в родное селение. Навстречу ему высыпали обрадованные люди и всем хотелось знать нашёл ли он истину.
- Ты проскитался столько лет, узнал ли ты как правильно жить, о мудрец?
- Да, живите вы по Совести, - был его ответ.    
 Истина на поверхности, но смотреть на неё надо из глубины.  

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